I never intended to become a Rebel Rewilder.
Yet, year after year, watching the quiet decline of the natural world, I suppose something in me grew a little feisty. I've shed so many tears for what we have been losing, and know there will be more tears in the dark of night. Grief has a way of stirring something else in us too. An ancestral remembering of the forgotten rituals of holding the land in deep gratitude, of honoring the sacredness of every living being, and of understanding that we were never separate from the Earth.
Perhaps what stirs within us is not simply the urge to resist, but the longing to remember how to belong. How to come back into right relationship with the land and thus ourselves. It's from this the rebellion stirs. Let's be clear, it is not simply the urge to resist, but the longing to remember how to belong.
Hmm, here is where the rebellion sparks.
A determination not to stand by as the living world diminishes, but to give back from this aching heart. It does not have to be a grand gesture on the world stage, or a voice amplified by 100.000 followers. Sometimes the most meaningful acts begin quietly, just outside your door. Think of small, intentional acts of reciprocity. Just telling the trees thank you, putting water out in the heat of the summer for birds, wasps and bees. Raking leaves into an area in the Fall for insects to snuggle under. Not spraying chemicals around your house - there are so many ways to be in harmony with your environment.
Let's be truthful. We in the Western world have largely unraveled ourselves from the fabric of life. We've forgotten the threads that connect us to the soil beneath our feet, the trees that breathe us in as we breathe them out. To the insects so necessary to sustain entire ecosystems, and the countless extraordinary lives just outside our doors that even unseen, weave us into the world.
These threads though, are not entirely lost. Frayed, worn, forgotten - yes. But not lost. Now, and I mean this moment, this now - is the time to begin reweaving ourselves lovingly back into the living tapestry of this Earth.
I remember listening to a talk by Michael Beckwith when something he said struck such a profound chord within me. It was like the ringing of this deep inner bell - such a subtle yet profound distinction between doing service and being service. Since then, I've begun my mornings - one of my daily rituals of asking the simple question, "How can I be service. this day."
One speaks to what we do. The other, to how we choose to be in this world. Not simply performing acts of kindness or care, but allowing service to become part of our very being, woven into how we live, and how we belong in this world.
I belong as a rebel. A Rebel Rewilder!